Directly after the session with L_ and Elisabeth, I had arranged to
work with Christina, a new model. The session was to take place in my
own apartment, revisiting the small bedroom where so much of my indoor
work has been produced over the last couple of years. I have known
Christina for several years through her sister, Victoria, but this was
my first time working with her as a figure model; the purpose of the
session was to begin to document her pregnancy. Just like the work made
with Aurora last fall, the images of Christina would focus on the last
four months. The gift of being able to work with her is a hard one to
describe; pregnant models are uncommon, and coming so close to my work
with Aurora, it permits me the opportunity to continue building on my
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Christina was somewhat nervous about modeling
initially. It wasn't that she had any doubts about wanting to have the
photos made, more that she was nervous about taking the first step.
She'd asked Victoria to come along for the company but there was a
scheduling conflict, so Christina came alone. Once we began working,
however, she relaxed and became much more comfortable. Because of the
small bedroom we worked in, almost all the poses were either lying or
sitting on the bed, which was both natural and restful for Christina,
both of which only helped her confidence with the session.
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The greatest frustration of the session was the same as I felt with most of the other pregnant models - a sense of loss for missing the first stages of the pregnancy. It is a wonderful gift to be permitted to work with Christina while she moves through her first pregnancy, but I can't help think of how rich the series would be if it moved from pre-pregnancy, through all the stages of gestation, through to portraits of mother and child afterwards.